I maynt have a perfect life, but I wudnt change anythin

I maynt have a perfect life, but I wudnt change anythin

I sit forlorn as I watch the sky
I watch my breath n my thoughts.
Its said thoughts fly faster than light,
Yea, I agreed, faster than this heartbeat.

I watch the trees sway n the birds fly
Gushing air fliping the pages I write on
The rocks sleeping n the cows grazing
Human chattering disturbing the harmony of the surroundings.

I am silent as my past flies by.
Memories n remembrances n many a bitter row.
Thru ups n downs, I watched myself stride,
With unfailing faith n love for the divine.

Sometimes I put my neck out for those in need,
N at times left them with their hands out, calling.
Charitable at times n many a good deed
Selfish the other while n as wicked as could be.

I tried loving the people who for me cared,
But my pride n ego took over at times.
Small n simple things matter so much,
A simple smile, a simple word gave such joy.

I’ve lived as I liked , as I cared,
Ther wer things I shudnt have done.
N sum others which I very much should have.
But at the end of the day, I smile in contemplation
I’m happy n complete n dats all that ever matters.